Official Adult Alert

So, as I was driving home the other night from work, a strange feeling came over me. I am an adult. There can be no denying it. I am in grad-school, I own my own home, I work a full-time job (plus some), I am married- for three years, and now...I am going to be someone's mom. WOW-when did all this happen!? I got to sneek a peek at this little one that very night at work. I could see those hands, and feet, eyes, and heart. I am overwhelmed  Then I thought to myself, how will I guide my child not to make the mistakes that I so painfully learned the hard way? Will their passionate side rule them and make them do stupid things because of their heart strings? Will they love all the wrong people? Will he/she be super impulsive like Wade? I dunno. I guess we will find out soon enough! I hope all these life experiences will guide us to be able to handle what lies ahead.

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