Balance
I feel so heavy hearted as I type this tonight. There are not many issues as a Mother that I find overwhelming like the one I have to blog about tonight. Here it is, late at night and I find myself burdened by the fact that the balance that I seek to find in life, as a mother and professional is merely an illusion. I think that the Lord has always known this, as he was the original quoted as saying that no man can serve two masters. I have heard so much hype about balance, finding balance, quality not quantity with your kids and/or partner etc. I personally think that it is a load of crap for lack of a better term. I wish more than anything that I could feel like I could give more in EVERY category of my life. I want to be present in the moments I spend with my children when I have an off day from work- not exhausted, overwhelmed, and trying to play catch up on all the things at home left undone from when I was away. I want to be at the top of my game at work- not day dreaming of days...