FromBonnietoMommy

So, I have had so many things going on in my life here lately that a moment that needs to be mentioned almost slipped past without an acknowledgement on my blog! My first born miracle baby Aidyn Kate not only turned 5 last week, but also registers for Kindergarten in the morning. HOLY COW! I started this blog to chronicle my transition from a self focused, determined, and ambitious young women to a multi-tasking, crafting, cleaning, green minded, mother and wife. It has been a rocky road at time, but I feel like I have really accomplished a lot in my personal journey of “finding myself” this past year. I have learned so much through many circumstances that the Lord has placed me in. I couldn’t always see it at the time but looking back I can see how wonderful even many of my struggles have been.   So tomorrow is a major event in the timeline of me being a Mommy. I will register Aidyn Kate to begin the next phase of her little life. I will be getting ready to send her off to schoo...

Have you ever come to a point when you knew that it was a definitive moment in life? Not a major life event, just a moment, a day, words spoken that changes you- forever.  Have you ever contemplated the word Irreparable? I looked it up tonight-To no longer repair or to be irretrievably or forever lost... You know I am so thankful that I am not irreparable to God. No matter my brokenness I am never irreparably broken to my Heavenly Father. What a comfort. Even when earthly situations are beyond repair by us they are never beyond the scope of the Master- The Healer, The Redeemer, The Restorer. But you know what I really have grasped today and most of this evening. I am not a requirement or even a necessary player in His great plans. I am not so vital or important that I make or break His plans. He will use me as He needs as long as I am walking in his will for me. I am not the repairer, the savior, the redeemer, the healer. He is. I feel like I was meant to see a quote...